It’s always too soon to quit.
– Dr. Robert Anthony
I’ve mentioned before in some of my previous blogs that I’ve failed a lot in my life. But failing doesn’t always equal quitting.
Everyone knows that it takes failing over and over sometimes, if you really want to perservere.
When I was in the military there was a time when I couldn’t do my “run” (qualifications) in my alloted time. So, they ordered me to attend (Mando PT) mandatory physical training. It sucks because you have to be up at like 4:30 a.m. to excercise every day. I DO NOT MISS THAT!
Anyway. I trained, and trained, and trained religiously, until the day of the re-take PT Quals.
So all of us mando pt, men and women showed up at the gym the day of the re-take PT quals. And I remember the trainors telling us,
“No matter what, don’t stop running until you do all of your laps.”
There was probably about a dozen of us there. So, they started the time on the stop watch, and we all began running our laps.
Immediatly, the few fast runners, were laps ahead of the rest of us slow runners. Some of the ones who did finish their laps in time, ended up vomitting afterwards.
The trainors continued urging the rest of us to finish our laps. But as people started missing their target time, they were just giving up.
Despite that, the trainors kept on shouting from the sidelines,
“Don’t stop! Keep running!,”as a last effort to convince us to finish our laps.
I saw each and every one of the slow runners just throw there hands up in defeat, and walk off the track. I don’t blame them really, they had already failed.
So, now…..it’s just me, Deanna running (chest burning, dying every step of the way). And I was feeling like a dumb @$$. Because everyone that has failed up to this point, has left the track. And my slow @$$ is still running.
I’m hearing the trainors shouting,
“Don’t quit! Just keep going! Finish!”
All the while I’m thinking:
“I’m the only idiot still running, knowing I’ve failed. I’ve missed my mark. I’ve gone way over on my time. And I look stupid!”
But nonetheless, I just could’nt quit. I had already failed the quals. But all that was left, was for me to finish what I had started.
So I ran. It felt unmercifully endless. And I imagine the sight of me was painfully pitiful.
But alas, my tortorous plight had come to its conclusion. Even though I felt like I had to vomit afterwards, I didn’t.
The trainors commended me for not quitting, and for finishing my laps. While I failed to meet the quals, I could at least be proud that I didn’t give up.
This was a similiar experience to our “battlestations training” in bootcamp, where it does not benefit you to give up, and to just quit. I can not stress enough, no matter what you look like and feel like while your doing it, just keep going!
So what if you look like a hot mess! As long as you get it done. Maybe the test isnt, can you finish this race in (insert minutes / amt of time)? Perhaps the real question is, Do you have what it takes to keep running, to FINISH your race?
We can’t win every race we embark on. But we can choose whether or not we cross the FINISH line.
What you get by reaching your destination is not as important as what you become by reaching your destination.
-Dr. Robert Anthony
Quote Taken From,
Anthony, Robert Dr., Think Big A Think Collection,Berkley Aug 1999.
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